Sacred Heart of Mantra

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                                    Prelude: to anyone involved, my apology.

 

 

I have a friend who currently got himself into trouble,ofcourse,dont expect me to name names, he got himself stucked with this money lending thing and the next thing he knew, he's being chased by people who is supposed to get their atm's back! Just before this incident happen, he's surrounded by friends whom you wouldnt imagine will leave him through thick and thin. Well, i dont have anything against "this" friends, it's their prerogative whatever it is they want to do with their relationship with what they call "winch!"- that is how they call each other. I dont wanna be called like that though there were instances where i was called by one of my closest friend who happens to be a t.l. as well. Going back, During this chaotic period of hide and seek- as what i define it, his friends started mumbling about their sentiments since they cannot get their atm's back,or, since they cannot get the amount they are "renewing". Words like," Di ko akalain magagawa nya yun", "hayop sya"," stafadora", while me on the other hand, felt nothing about this poor guarantor of this so-called money lending thing. Im not trying to wash hands but after all he's still my friend, and, i dont have anything against this people who define friendship as "ATM Bounded?" this is a free country anyway. And i understand their sentiments. What i think more about is how can this people change so sudden because of what happened. Going back, thinking about the old days, whenever we are out having our share of liqours and beers, everyone seemed ok. As if friendship last forever no matter what obstacle comes. We are people by nature. We commit mistakes. I dont think anyone in this world has any right to judge people  simply by focusing  on the mistake he committed.

 

    P.S. This is just a personal thought about how people sometimes see friendship as "Mistake-Bounded"

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              Bangkok Love Story

 

 

 

 

Naging habit ko na siguro and Magsimba sa Quiapo sa Poong Nazareno tuwing linggo. Matao,Magulo. Minsan aabutin ka pa ng tapak ng mga taong pinipilit makapasok sa loob ng simbahan. Minsan Mainit. Pero sulit. Naging habit ko na din siguro ang pumunta ng arlegui para sa mga DVD. Nung Linggo ng pumunta ako para mamili ng series ng Prisonbreak season 4 (dahil putol pala yung nabili ko nung huli) di ko mapigilang tumingin ng kakaibang binibentang dvd sa isang sulok ng arlegui. Natuwa ako sa nakita ko. May Love of siam na sila, na talaga namang mahirap hagilapin. Syempre nakakahiya ding makipag guluhan sa mga may edad na na tumitingin din ng dvd na ang hawak ay "xxx" na bala. hahaha!

Matapos ko sa isang sulok na yun naglakad lakad pa ako. Natuwa ako sa nakita ko. "The never ending story" ang nakita ko. Sa sobrang saya ko di ko na natanung ang presyo (kahit alam kong 50 pesos lang yun). Naalala ko nung kabataan ko kung makailan beses ko pinanuod yun sa betamax! 

 

Ang mga blog na gagawin ko sa mga susunod na araw ay tungko sa mga gay movies na "may laman".

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Mantra,

     Musta ka na? Ive heard pinapahirapan mo sarili mo sa break up na nangyari kamakailan.
Lagi mo sana tatandaan na wala kang ibang malalapitan kung di ang sarili mo lang. I believe you have given you best naman para magwork ang relationship nyo. Dont feel na katapusan na ng mundo mo.Alam ko panu ka magluksa everytime nangyayari ang ganito sayo,worst is yung maglaslas ka. Alam ko what you are going through,problema mo sa sarili mo at sa pamilya mo kasama na insecurities mo, and having someone around is your way of making yourself happy.
Knowing you, alam ko naman na di mo kasalanan why nagkaganun kayo. Madami pa dyan. Someone better, Someone deserving. Sooner or later marerealize mo na maybe di nga talaga kayo para sa isa't isa o kung kayo man sooner or later magkakabalikan kayo. Wag mo na sana pahirapan ang sarili mo sa paglaslas o pag inum ng cologne. Isipin mo nalang to,kaw ba nung nawala nalungkot ba sya?

       Andito pa ang mga kaibigan mo. Handang magpasaya sayo.  Alam ko kung gaano mo sya kamahal but that doesnt necessarily mean kelangan mo pahirapan sarili mo. Di ba you did everything just to win him back? pero ayaw nya na? Atleast my effort ka ginawa. Nalulungkot ako sa sinapit mo. Alam ko panu ka magluksa sa mga pangyayaring ganito sa buhay mo. Sooner or later magiging ok ka din. Just hold on to him sya na gagawa ng paraan.
Alagaan mo sarili mong ngayon na ikaw nalang mag isa. For 6 months kapakanan and security nya ang binigay mo at wala ng natira para sa sarili mo,now is the time bumawi.

     Mag iingat ka parati.

                                          

 

 

 

 

 

How long does it take someone to finally accept the fact that what he dreamt of from the start will never happen?

How far will it take someone to fully accept the reality that he's tied up with someone who will never help him turn his dream into reality?

How long can someone bear the hurt and pain?

How long can someone pretend that he's happy? That he can accept the fact?

How long can someone stay in the situation where everything is temporary? When you know everything will end?

How long can you love a person who can never love you back?

 

 

 

 

They said Love will make you happy...

.....it's slowly killing me.

They said Love will make your world go round.

...i dont understand why i am stucked.

They said Love know's no boundaries..

...i just reached mine.

They said Love will keep us alive..

...it stabbed me to death.

 

 

LOVE...i dont believe in it anymore.

 

                                          will this work? self edited photo!

 

anyone here who knows where  can buy dvd or vcd of the love of siam??? i damn need it for a present!! anyone selling here? i need it tonight!!! my contact number 09158237710..pls...meet you anywhere..

                                       that I would be good even if I did nothing